REACH FOR THE PAIN, by PARADE OF SUFFERING

REACH FOR THE PAIN

by PARADE OF SUFFERING

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1.	Disposal Pattern 01:15	lyrics	buy track
Distort Fictitious reality Uncomfortable exaggeration There is no where to go When you run from yourself I hate what I’ve become You’re my disease My cancer My reason… For suicide You speak but don’t listen Disposal pattern Divide then rule over Disposal pattern Covet my abuse Blanket of sorrow You’re a painful reminder of my past Your disease is a shallow As the the hole I’m putting you in I hope you find peace In that bottle you run to You speak but don’t listen Disposal pattern Divide then rule over Disposal pattern Distort Fictitious reality Uncomfortable exaggeration There is no where to go When you run from yourself
2.	Parade of Suffering 01:17	lyrics	buy track
You wont forgive me For what I have done I regret What I’ve become You were my world My place of peace But now you are My disease Like a dog I know my name Like a whore I know my place You’re one in the same Obey and disgrace Absolution Through confusion Exterminate This burden Forgive myself These scars I create I still blame you My focus of hate Strangled and punctured Frenzy torture porn Your eyes so vacant (i’m) No longer your scorn The puppet you wanted I played my part Can’t you see I lied from the start Blood on my hands No time for recovering Because I’m on this Parade of suffering Absolution Through confusion Exterminate This burden Forgive myself For what I have done But I can’t change What I’ve become You were my world But now you lay cold You should have listened To what you were told
3.	Reach For The Pain 01:29	lyrics	buy track
Instead I dream of twisting justice Each day I bleed From the pain Amongst us My addiction to you Is not a choice These thoughts in my head Are not my voice I dream of hurting you I dream of hurting me Incomplete nightmare Potential reality Sever the injury To avoid the bitter future The pain doesn’t go away You just make room for it I honestly suffer Because my honesty suffers me The only thing I trust Is that I know you’re lying No regrets and no respect Nothing left to take Nothing left to hate No regrets No repsect Reach for the pain
4.	Obedient Clay 00:23	lyrics	buy track
Never the one to say sorry Covet hostility (Your) Lips wet with anger Mind drunk on fear Badge of resentment What’s it all worth When the damage can’t be undone Blood turned to rust Return me to the wishing well Obedient clay
5.	Smother You In Silence 01:31	lyrics	buy track
I want what’s in your heart To Feed on what’s left of me Repudiate Disassociate Eliminate Indoctrinate Castigate Annihilate Anger… my ally Fear…my betrayer I’ll smother you in silence Absolute surrender Failure Decay Ruptured Sacred bond of resentment The pain escapes Through these frenzy wounds Anger… my ally Fear…my betrayer I’ll smother you in violence Absolute surrender Regress Suffer Isolate These sharp words are often used To sever this bondage.
6.	Elegy (false hope is not enough) 01:01	lyrics	buy track
Carving your place in my hatred Means the world to me You kiss me With the subtle warmth Of mistrust Infect Object Dissect Reject Once comforted by the thoughts of you Now, your embrace Makes me feel more alone Your sin is…being familiar to me Suspect Neglect Abject Perfect False hope is not enough Reflect Eject Subject Perfect My anger isn’t enough To quench these pains of hunger It’s just icing on your corpse False hope is not enough Release me
7.	Grey Matter Unplugged 00:03	lyrics	buy track
Grey Matter Unplugged

about

The 2nd Installment of the trilogy from PARADE OF SUFFERING

credits

released April 4, 1973

Parade of Suffering is
kasitz: Moral Support
H. Steele: Voice of Reason
Otto: Nickel Rope
SPRDSCGD: m= LASP

All material written / recorded /
produced / engineered / by
Parade of Suffering 2016/17.
kevinfetus BMI/2018

Recorded & Mixed at the DeepSix
compound / The womb 3.0.

Cover Photo by Doll Parts, digitally manipulation

Parade of Suffering would like to thank:
B, C, K,K for putting up with our noise, & for allowing us a place to vent, without them, this therapy might have never existed. Jared & all at Lace Pick Ups, ESP Guitars, 5150, Sam & Killer Rhythm. Xig Xag, B.B. Oreo, Pepper, Adolph, Aesop, R.A.MO, Bizzy B for lending an ear.

Inspiration:
The struggle within ... and it’s inevitable fallout, that recedes to resentment.
This...is...self...medication.

Thanks to:
DeepSix Records, Jeff Hanneman 006, the Melvins, Gasp, Rusty & Watch Me Burn, Flock of Seagulls, •Fractured•, Carnivore, False Negative, Human, Fetus Eaters, Kraken Rum, Leon Del Muerte.

Apologies to: Dollparts, my heroin, my eternal muse, we continue to suffer within our embrace, I hope our end wont be as painful as our journey.

To Contact:
Parade of Suffering
P.O. Box 6488
Burbank CA 91510-6488